Journal Entry: Sun Apr 21, 2013, 3:00 PM
"When did you start doing Cosplay?"
I've doing cosplay since 2008.
At that time i didn't want to be myself because i didn't like me so i tried to be someone else that i could admire. Then i realized that cosplayin' is what i was searching for.
"Did something changed since then?"
Since then, my life is completely changed.
Cosplaying is helping me being more creative even if i don't really like sewing clothes and modeling armors and weapons.
I'm not really good at it, i can't do perfect cosplays and even if my dream is to become a cosplay model in Japan it doesn't mean that i'm taking advantage of this passion of mine.
I, for sure, enjoy myself with cosplay and i think that if i could change it into a job then i would be really happy because this is my dream.
"Did something changed in your private life?"
When i started i had no friends at all, i was nobody and people always were bulliyng me at school.
For years i only met persons that pretented to misjudge me, to make a fool of me and nothing of what i said was taken seriously.
I always defendend my dream going ahead and never turning back. Today, finally, i found a lot of friends. With them i starting to be happy. They make me feel special and loved.
I have a lot of fans (and haters) and it's ok like this because now is starting my new life.
I have a dream and i like to share it with whom i love.
I do cosplay because i love it, that's it.
Drinking: Melon Soda